ade kau..

banyaknye hisap rokok pagi2 nie.....

pagi-pagi aku da bergado ngn sayang..tapi gado sebab mende bdoh. sebab orang laen aku pegy hangen ngn dia..SORRY sayang. lepas ni aku janji takkan dan taknak pon tolong sape-sape.. dalam hidup nie aku hanya kisah kan tentang kau&aku jer :)


thanks for everything. iloveyou dekat2 ^_^

aku tau mereka cemburu aku bahagia, aku tau mereka rasa takpuas hati even hubungan aku complicated sangat2 but we able to manage it softly and we did well. we survive untill 5years ahead :)

lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove YOU !!


malas nak cer panjang2 pasal mende bangang, yang penting aku bahagia :)

birthday sayang+anniversary 5years 6months :)

HAPPY 31st BIRTHDAY SAYANG :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG and happy anniversary 5years and 6months :)

eventho, kite penah clash 9bulan...tapi aku tetap rasa aku kau punya.. so lantak lah aku nak cakap 5years ker 5months ago ker kann heeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

nape lah aku love kau sangat sangat sayang??  aku pon taktau =.='

kau tahu tak kenapa ?? 

sayang, ramai giler wish birthday sayang kat FB tuh..HUHU. sbb tu B xmoh wish agi..nanti sayang tak nampak wall post B :)
#bule tak begitu ?? hehee
 

hmm..B doakan umur sayang lagiiiii panjang dari umur B, murah rezeki, and cepat-cepat dapat hilangkan semua masalah yang dok bugging in your head..  i wish all the best to you. and may you have a BLAST and BLESS on your birthday.
last but not least,  im wishing your day filled with joys & smiles...just the way you fill all mine! 
have a special day & a beautiful year ahead sayang ! happy happy and many many happy birthday to you asben :) iloveyou too much. there's is nuthin that can change my love for you. there's not a single thing may lead me to leave you. NOTHING sayang ! this whole life as i been far, only one thing i trust on and will never be change : ILOVEYOU WITH ALL MY HEARTS AND PLEASE...I WANNA GROW OLD WITH YOU, WE BOTH TOGETHER :) 

sayang, i hope i could wish you happy bornday the next year and on ..

and please remember...
i wanna grow old with you together
that's my dream
a dream that i wish on my every birthday since i met YOU..
a dream that i pray to be happen the day i fell madly in love with YOU
a dream that i dreamt, day and night each time imissyou

sayang, do YOU believe every words im saying ? every words that i carve for you ? i hope YOU do :)

#this is all coming from my heart.. :)

there is only one place i would love to go all my life
IN YOUR ARMS

there is only one thing i desired the most

YOUR SMILES

there is only one thing that i want from you 

YOUR LOVES

there is only one thing that i want to tell you
YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING 

and

ILOVEYOU THE MOST :)

aku selingkan nafas mu...

bahagia.
sebab dapat jumpa dia hari nie. hari nie bau dia laen. tapi takpe, sayang cinta rendu kasih benci nyampah sume perasaan ni takkan berubah. semua untuk dia. 

sayang, do you realized how much you meant to me? do you know how much iloveyou ??? do you ever forget how dying iam missing you when we're apart? (we are apart, always, so im dying every second when you're not with me) sayang, please dunt forget...
iloveyour smell today, i hope i could love your smell till the end of our lives. i hope i could take care over you when you're getting old. i wish  i could spend the whole life with you when we both increasing the age. i wanna grow old with you...i want to spend my lifetime loving you....


sayang, seriously hell, i wanna be with you forever. if time may change...i would love to be your eyes, ur nose, ur every single hair, ilove to be your nails that will grow each time you cut it off. i wanna be those, so i could be with you forever.

the pillow you used just now, leave your sweet smell, im happy to see you're here with me. even it doesnt lasts long, it may keep me smiling the whole day. ilove when we're hugging. ilove to touch your eyebrow, your nose,your lips, i love to touch everything on you .

#dah taktau nak tulih apa....yang ada dalam paleotak aku sekarang ni..........
aku sayang kau, aku cinta kau, aku rendu kau amat sangat sangat (kau hadee ??) , aku sangat2 inginkan kau..omaigodd! i really need you now -.-'

eyh nak tahu tak? tadi kan b bernafas dari carbon dioxide yang sayang keluarkan . hehee...bau die sedap, sebab tu b suka. bau mcm laen macam tapi macam best jek. :D
# sayang text. sayang cakap: bestkan tadi :P
# b jawap best sangat sangat, sedap dapat hug #lalalalalalalaaa :)

just want you to know, i really loves you and i put my trust on you. and sayang, im begging you .. please dunt graze my beliefs in YOU. tolong lah jangan buat HAL lagi...aku dah tak sanggup. aku tak sanggup nak share kau dengan sape-sape pon.. -.-'

aku cuba jadi kuat untuk kau. aku cuba jauhkan diri aku dari diorg-diorg nie sume..sebab aku nak setia kat kau sorang..

only you from top to below,
only you in the middle,
only you from the left,
only you from the right,
only you in my every single side,
only you from my many angle,
only you from the bottom of my heart 
forever and ever :) 

ILOVEYOU
IMISSYOU
IWANTYOU
INEEDYOU
ICRAVINGYOU
IDESIREYOU

~YOU, FOREVER YOU~

its so hard to be me~

sayang, do you know how hard to be me ? how hard i drag myself ? aku ada kau tapi aku takde. kadang-kadang aku sakit hati bila budak-budak nie main2kan aku. they'r down grade me as a second wife. each time they asked me about my relationship, its really pissed me off! 


* ade yang satu nie kate, watpe la you jadik no 2, stay la dengan i bule jadi no 1 n ape saja you mau, i bule bagi.


* saya tahu awak ade die, tapi saya suke awak and minat sangat kat awak. macam mana nak buat saya berhenti fikirkan tentang awk??? and saya dah pon tersayang awk, saya sanggup buat apa je, anything for you..

* i really want you, i cant turn back time. in what way she could seized you from me ?

* aku sayang ko sangat-sangat. aku cinta ko. aku tak bule takda kau..aku janji tak buat semua tu lagi, aku dah menyesal.


jawapan untuk semua di atas ialah TIDAK !


1. kau pkir cinta aku ni based on harta benda? sikit aku tak heran harta kau!
2. baru je kenal aku dah cakap semua nie, senang je nak cakap sayang kan ? senang jugak lah kau nak cakap tak sayang nanti :)
3.because i only love her and want her..thats all.
4.dalam hati nie dah takde ruang untuk kau. aku saket sangat2 dengan kau. kau tak penah berubah.

sayang, ni cuma sedikit, lebih teruk lagi bila aku terpaksa simpan apa je yang aku rasa. kalau aku luahkan, kau kata aku tak faham kau.. kalau aku tak luahkan, kau kata aku ego, kau taktahu macam mana rasanya berada kat tempat aku..kau taktahu rasanya bila semua perkara aku simpan sendiri. kau taktahu rasanya bila aku perlukan kau tapi kau tak disitu. aku tahu kau takbuleh..aku faham.


ikutkan hati dan fikiran aku yang sememangnya gila nie, nak je aku bgtau satu dunia, yang AKU KAU PUNYA , nak je aku tukkar name kat pesbuk (hati ada ....) , nak je aku post kat wall aku setiap hari, aku sayang kau aku sayang kau aku kau punya spai mati ! tapi aku tau aku takbuleh. aku tau kau pun taknak macam tuh. kenapa lah diorg nie tak faham, yang aku nie dah ade orang punya ??? kenapa diorg nak try jugak?? bukan ade pape dengan aku. hmmmmm -.-'

bila aku tak layan orang kata aku sombong, bila layan melebih-lebih pulak jadinya. biarlah...yang aku mahu kau tahu, sayang cinta rendu kasih benci, semua perasaan aku hanya untuk kau. 
i really loves you. please dunt go~

BLOG IS NOT UNDER SECURITY !!! -.-'

          








so fuckin embarrasseD !! i was thought that my blog are totally under security and dem fuckin hell it is NOTTTTT !!!!!  and now i locked 'em up. only a person with  permission may crawling over! -.-' what the hell anybody can come and crawl over! it is OVER!

#so fuckin many thank you dem much to the person in charged !!!

jarang-jarang kata mereka :)

helo hye and assalamualaikum again folk~

#dah lame TAK meng'essay dalam bahasa asing, lately ni selalu guna bahasa melayu, dan bila aku baca balik, aku macam tak percaya aku ke budak punya blog giler nie?? HAHA. rasa macam taknak ahh baca lagi, sekali dah tulis, lepas tu terus post, esok2 takpyah gataii nak bukak baca balek, MALU LA Syial~
tapi takpe aku tetap nak menggunakan BAHASA MELAYU sebab aku orang MELAYU :)
 
hari nie HARI SELASA 6 December 2011. ada banyak yang nak diceritakan. macam-macam HAL. tapi asben saya kata "ADA MENDE KITA BULIH SHARE, ADE MENDE KITE KENA SIMPAN SENDIRI2" (eyh ! maknanya selama nie, banyak laah yg die RAHSIA kan dri aku????) :D
hari nie balik rumah nenek, bincang pasal kenduri kawen abang. dah nak abes bincang2 tuh, mak BILLAH suruh datang jemput BILLAH, aku dengan berbunga-bunga cinta SHEGTARI (kau hadeee ???!) nak pegy amek BILLAH. yg berusia 6bulan pada 16 DECEMBER 2011 nie. EXCITED babe, nak jumpa anak wa :)  so berangkat la aku ke kg.Pandan bersama MUMY, ASYU n anak asyu PUTERI DAMIA HAKIMAH (apsal nama aku takdak puteri woii) .  BILLAH demam dah 2-3hari, so tadi KAMI bwk laah pegy KLINIK IDZHAM, wangsa maju. ni klinik faveret aku sebab ubat die best n cepat JALAN :)    
doctor Munirah bagi 2 ubat utk BILL <-- ni name afenkid die, sweet tak ? :P


#sebenarnye aku nak tulih pasal laen tapi dalam hati seronok sangat dapat jumpa BILLAh :)
next story ni baru laah pasal "JARANG-JARANG KATA MEREKA"
Some says: If one showing something different from common act, body language and so on , she's coming soon? haihh...ntah pape...mood sangat-sangat sedang kemelayuan melaka RIAU. #eyh!!
dah lah taktau nak cakap apa dah -.-'
sangat2 rendu kat sayang aku~


#nak abeskan tulis blog ni, taktau laah bape kali BILLAH bangun and nagess...kesian dia, itsokey BILLAH, mumy sayang BILLAH tapi takboleh lebih dari syntax error mumy taU ! :)

nak share lagu :)

hye hello assalamualaikum :)

hari nie as usual, aku duk rumah diam2. and as usual too, arinie tak makan pape pon! bangun2 pagi (jgn na pagi sgt!) kepale sakit. sebab semalam la kut kannnn..~
so terbaring je atas katil sorang2. bile dah okey sikit baru turun bawah tgk pape yg patut.

macam selalu lah:

*bersihkan najis anak-anak kesayangan
*siram pokok-pokok ayah.
*tengok TV
*dduk dalam bilek balik tulis blog ! :)

#hari nie tak text dengan asben sebab die tak keje ..HAHA. who knows, KNOW and who doesnt, DONT :D

that's life. i believe it will change, ahh itsokey i dunt mind, as always.here, i would love to share my all-time favvy song "SOMEONE LIKE YOU" ...
sangat-sangat suka lagu nie...nak kate its about me, it NOT REALLY. I wont find anyone like my partner cuz i only interested keeping only her :)
here's come with the lyrics, enjoy :)

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised in a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over yet

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah

Nothing compares, no worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts insteadSometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

Adele - Someone Like You

cinta tak berakhir~

sayang, kehidupan ni jelas kita hanya meminjam dari-Nya. seminggu ni entah kenapa perasaan ni lain rasanya. aku rasa lebih dekat dengan kau. aku rasa sayang kau sangat2. cinta ni rasa dalam sangat, terlalu dalam. mungkin aku nak cinta ni terkubur sekali kalau aku atau kau mati nanti.

sayang, aku selalu berdoa kau berjaya dan mampu dapat apa mahu kau. semoga rezeki kau hadir tak terkira banyaknya. sayang, aku selalu berdoa kau mampu hidup lebih lama dari aku. tak sanggup aku hidup tanpa kau. tak mampu aku hadap dunia ni tanpa kau. tak mampu aku hidup dalam kesenangan tanpa kau. sayang, aku rela bersusahpayah untuk bersama kau. 


sayang, malam ni aku rasa sakit sangat. tapi aku sorang2 je sayang..mumy takde dengan aku, ayah takde, aku takde sape2 pun. hari ni laen benar rasa sakitnya. tapi aku yakin aku masih mampu bertahan, belum lagi sayang, belum lagi. aku masih mampu tersenyum dengan mereka.

sayang, egokah aku membiarkan semua ini 'sunyi' ? nak aku beritahu pada dunia, pada mereka tapi, aku sendiri tak pasti. mereka tak ambil peduli. kadang-kadang aku terduduk diam mengenangkan kisah kita. mengenangkan setiap saat hidup aku dengan kau walaupun saat2 kita tak sehaluan. aku sedar itu je yang mampu buat aku tersenyum bila hati ini letih merindukan kau.

sayang, aku ingin kau tahu, hati ini, cinta ini, rendu, kasih, semua ini untuk kau. kan aku pernah berkata kalau aku masih tak puas hidup dengan kau? tapi kalau masa tidak mengizinkan..aku redha.
egokah aku bila aku sangat menginginkan kau dalam hidup ni sedangkan aku tahu...semua tu bahagia yang sekejap aku pinjam dari-Nya ? aku mohon kau ampunkan keegoan aku ini.

sayang, aku harap masa kita akan panjang...
sayang, aku harap aku masih mampu ...
sayang, kalau aku dah takde, cinta aku masih disitu..dan cinta kau, aku tanamkan sekali supaya cinta kau, aku masih boleh rasa kehangatan nya disana nanti , cinta tak berakhir hanya disini :)
sayang, sekali lagi maafkan keegoan aku yang menyakiti kau selama ini. ego ini juga menghiris halus diri ini. 




#kawan2 kuat tak budak pempuan nie ? kuatkan die.. bdk pempuan ni is one of my friend. so kawan2 nanti tolong doakan bdk pempuan ni n psgn die panjang umur yea. terimakasih kawan2.. :)