seriously, i dunt intend to share my only boyfriend with others or even my friend. cuz i dunt share their boyfriend. so why would they wanna share mine ?? omaigod, i smoke alot in this last two weeks. -.-'
there are times when i feel like wanna take a knife and stab on my tummy. im not that strong to face this life. i mean this kind of life. huh~
it really sucks! i just wanna be happy happy happy as happy like happy before. i know you know how much before it is ...gosh ! every single day i pray, im insane and she's innocence. Ya Allah, harap2 lah mcm tuh. i just cant bear it anymore. hope ape yg aku rase ni tak betul semuanya...i just love her too much.
im just the girl that "If a girl has a wall up it's because it was built. Brick by brick, lie after lie, heartbreak after heartbreak" thats all. Ya Allah why i have this feeling. i just hate it. adekah kau bagi aku satu petunjuk atau setan-setan ni saje nak kacau hidup aku? i dunt know what to do. im tired of crying...im tired of heratbreaking. im tired of lies, lying, LIARS. Ya Allah tolong aku. hmmm....Ya Allah please give me your guidance. aku tak sanggup nak kecewa lagi. kaalau betul kau tunjuk kan lah dan kau jauhkan dia dari aku... Amin :'(
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