cross mind~

 to maintain the happiness its hard, to gve u this happiness its damn harder. if i cud cut myself into pieces n let every single person around me be happy, i would do it. i want you, awk, kmo, kau, happy . but i cant. iam the one who crying alone in a lonely nite, i hurt myself by hurting u guys. by saying love n misses its all hurting me. my heart is no longer working.it is completely destroyed, fully damaged. i can feel nuthin . i cant keep this love more longer, its hurt. leave me leave me leave me .

iam damn critical, iam unpredictable, iam difficult, iam suck, iam totally fucked up !!~