why cant this feeling just fade away~

i cant think straight when it comes bout you..
through out this days, its all about you n always bout you..
yes, its true im the one who fucked up everything, but truly deeply madly inside, its always about you..
no one else ever loved me so perfectly and missed me so badly the way u did .
calm me so warmly, cared bout me so madly, you loved me n i still ...

why cant this feeling just fade away..
when we just cant be together anymore...
why ? why ? why ?